I’m dreaming of…

You know that song “Dreaming of a white Christams”? Well, I’m dreaming of a “blank” day. A day with doing nothig. At all.
Just laying in bed, without even taking off my pijamas, watching good movies and eating crackers, chips or whatever bad food you can eat in bed. All day long.
Not answering phones or email or anyone and anything for that matter.
I know. Crazy dream. Not going to become a living dream. But who cares? Who can stop me from dreaming?
Actually, I am not even sure I am able to live the dream even the Univers and everyone around me let me.
I remeber one day my husband and my son went out for a couple of hours. I told them I am not doing anything. Just stay doing nothing. Or maybe I will do something for myself only.
Bullshit!
By the time they got home I was sweating for hard work inside ans almost asked them why they came so quickly, couse I had so much more to do around home.
But I still picture myself having one day just laying in bed. In quite.
And don’t tell me you haven’t ever had this dream. Or something pretty much the same.
Am I selfish?
Yeah, I am a mom. And a wife. And I have a full-time job. But probably this is the thing.
Am I getting old? Too tired? Who knows?!
I just know that I’m entitled to dream. Even a strange lonely completly stupid dream.
Ok, you can dream of a white Christmas, a surprize brithday party, a chilly summer or a paradise holiday place. I will keep dreaming of a whole “blank” day.